My son is growing up so fast :( He is pulling himself up now and is starting to stand. He can’t walk yet but he will be soon. He is in his biting stage now so he wants to bit everything, so he’ll grab onto your face and just bite your cheek, lip, forehead.. where ever else he can.
This year is almost over. Holy cow.. I’m 18.. married and have 4 beautiful children.
Caleb and I got married on September 7th.
Just finished packing my things! Leaving on an airplane tomorrow morning and going to California. I’m gonna terribly miss my kids for a week. :(
I’ve officially done it! I graduated today. I’ve made it. And I had 3 kids to take care of. 4 the last 3 months. But still I graduated with a 3.85 GPA. I’ve never felt more accomplished in my life! I’m gonna wait to start college, though. There’s too much stuff going on in the next couple of months that I couldn’t possibly balance school and being a stay at home mom. For right now, I have to get a part-time job until Caleb comes home. But I WILL go to college, more or less take classes from the computer, and push myself to become more than anyone is telling me I ever could/can.
So many people through this last year have been telling me they don’t think I’ll be able to graduate. And if I did I would to of had to given the twins up for adoption. Or have pawned them off to my mother and make her take care of them.. but I didn’t do either of those, and still was able to graduate.
My kids haven’t made me want to give up my dream, but have made me fight harder for it. If I can accomplish my dream, it means a better life for my children. And there’s nothing more that I want, than my children to have a wonderful life.
Anonymous: so you are clearly in love with your fiance, what does true love feel like? how does it make you feel? and how did you know you were in love?x
This is honestly the hardest question to answer.. It may not seem so hard, but love is the hardest thing to describe.
Caleb is my best friend. Has been for over 15 years. We’ve been inseparable for most of our lives. We got married when we were 5 and again when we were 7. He had one of them dorky personalities in junior high. Actually, the first time we started dating was in 8th grade. It was after a nasty break up I had. I remember that night.. It was late at night, and it was about 7 months after the break up. My ex was being a douche, and contacted me and was telling me how everything was a big joke, and he wasn’t dating me because he cared it was because he felt bad.. and that everything he told me was a big fat lie.. I called Caleb crying and told him what happened. He walked the block to my house and let me cry on his shoulder. He helped me through that night, and gave me a shoulder to cry on. He listened to me babble on and on and on… And after that night, we just kinda started dating.
I can only answer the one question, and say that it makes me feel wonderful. He gets on my nerves and we do argue. I’m not claiming we have the perfect relationship with no arguments, but nonetheless, I love him. I can’t answer that last question.. because I don’t know how to put it into words. I just can’t.
I’m just so glad Caleb got to spend time with Michael before he leaves for boot camp♥
Anonymous: you're the biggest slut I've ever seen. Holy shit. Why don't you call mtv? you're kinda like Leah from teen mom 2.
You might want to look up a slut in a dictionary or something, because I you’re using it wrong. Sure, alright yes I have 3 kids and I’m not 18 yet. Wanna know something though? They have the same father. I’ve only ever slept with 2 men. The first person I lost my virginity to and it wasn’t but 5 months before I started dating Caleb. And of course, Caleb is the 2nd and last. If I hadn’t adopted Makenna, or had twins, I’d only have 2 kids.
I would never call MTV to be on the show teen moms or 16 and pregnant. I don’t want people thinking I only had my kids just to be on that stupid ass TV show. That show is only makes teen moms seem like seem worse than we actually are.
I had Michael at 3:30 this morning and he weighs 6lbs 5.2 oz.
He’s so precious♥
I just saw the dumbest thing in my Better Home and Gardens magazine. Scented detergent for dishwashers. Now please excuse me while I go smell my dishes.
I feel so lonely without Caleb here. It’s just the kids and I for a week.